day 304.
I feel lonely and I don’t want to feel lonely.
I am 100% + happy. Could always be happier, but I feel like I just want a hug or a kiss…or someone to hold my hand.
And I HATE feeling that way. I love being single, for some reason on Sundays I just get the urge for affection.
The rest of the week flies by and I have a blast with friends, but for some reason on Sunday nights, I just wish I could be tucked in with someone cozy.
Maybe it is because for the first time in a long time there is no one for me to be excited about? Maybe the total emptiness on the dating radar has just left some type of small void that I didn’t realize was there because there typically are prospects?
I have NEVER been one to jump in (In fact I hate this, almost more than anything) to relationships or feel like I need one. And I don’t feel that way, AT ALL.
I just feel like it would be nice on a Sunday to have a kiss goodnight.
Ugh. I need to get over this. Stat.
