day 342.

I’m all sniffles today and I just got an alert from weather.com “there is a high pollen alert in your area” ya think?

why couldn’t you have told me that like a week ago so I could have stock piled the zyrtec and avoided this sniffle shindig?

sigh.

so last night was utter maddness and whatever i wrote on here, forgive me, i was intoxicated and i’m sure it didn’t make a lick of sense. (lick of sense, who says that?)

today i am sitting here at my desk, looking at my half dead plant, waiting for my low fat cheeseless pizza to heat up in the toaster so i can cover it with Cholula sauce to make it more yummy (or at least edible) thinking about how bad i wish i could have a hamburger from dumont or shake shack or the burger joint right now. yummmmmm…hamburgers…

tonight i am going to a birthday party @ spitzers corner for the best friend of my friend wes (from boarding school). his friend is a straight accessories designer for Armani Exchange and seems like a pretty nice character. i met him a year ago and he was going to call me to hang out. he texted me once, i couldn’t hang, and i haven’t heard from him sense.

men. are. so. fickle.

anyhow, he seems like a nice guy so hopefully he will have some cool friends and it will be a fun evening. if not, at the very least, it will be great to see wes. i just saw him a month ago in LA and we drove around for hours talking. it was so refreshing to speak to a guy who wears his heart on his sleeve and isn’t afraid to be honest about relationships. if only more men were like that, but maybe they are, just not with me?

what a mind fuck.

moving on…have you ever done something and once you do it you feel like an idiot for having done it even though you know it was the right thing to do?

interesting how much of life is full of paradoxical (is that a word?) situations.

ooohh my pizza is ready, more later. xo